I guess it is the very first attempt of sharing something
personal at 'xpress urself continues...', but I think it will help u too… Yesterday, Jan 17, 2013 was
really an unusual day or we can say experience for me. I was neither abnormal
and yes nor normal too...Sometimes I cried, sometimes I laughed. Sometimes I was
happy, and sometimes I was sad. Sometimes I was ‘we’ and sometimes I was simply
alone. Sometimes I was scolded and sometimes I was praised and appreciated .So the
day was full of ups and downs…I was thinking the whole day and the night long.
I was thinking whats really going on. I was fighting with myself without any reason.
The whole day at school and at home I thinking about the reason for this change
in me .I didn’t got any answer, my friends and mom asked me and were really concerned,
I was just thinking, thinking and thinking……I didn’t heard what people are
doing or talking around .I was neither with myself, nor with anybody else
mentally . I know I was sad very badly, but the reason was unknown.
Once I tried to write this all in my diary but it didn’t worked
for me cause I didn’t knew what was the reason behind….Then nearly about 1 am,
(I didn’t slept) I was in my room. I started talking to myself. What happened today,
whats happening every day I just open out my heart. I cried in front of myself
(I was looking soo ugly …huh), Well, I talked to myself after a long time; I felt
that my-self needed me.
I don’t want to bore u all any further ,so simply coming to the conclusion ( it’s
my perception),Never forget the people who bought where u are ,But yes never ever
forget the one who is inside you .Parents are our supporters. But it is a
bitter ,one day we will lose them we have to live when they will not be with us
try to make them happy , because their contribution for u is unpayable .So just
try to make a bond an healthy relationship with ur self, ur thoughts , ur conscience.
Because it will be there for u where ever the hell you’ll be, and yes BELIEVE
IN URSELF……….
Cswe....
Yes! Right!
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